I started this blog exactly five years ago. At the time I was separated from my then husband and I was thinking that I would be documenting our journey back together and the miracle working power of God! I was believing that God was going to completely transform my ex into this model Managawd (man of God) and that the testimony of our marriage being restored would be an inspiration to others and bring glory to God! I had all these expectations all while I was writing anonymously. LOL.
It was not until March 2019, after I filed for divorce that I made the blog public. While I was anonymous I wrote honestly about what I was going through so obviously when all was revealed there was some backlash. After that I struggled to figure out my voice and how to continue doing what I was doing. I started writing about music and other things and in 2020 I focused heavily on my fiction stories The Papillon Papers. It’s almost November 2022 and the last time I posted was December 2020. What in the world!! What have I been doing?
For the past two years I have been making excuses for why I cannot write. I’ve been telling myself that I have so much going on in my life that I have no brain space left to be creative. The devil is a liar! I let the enemy get into my head and keep me from doing what I love and what I believe God has gifted me to do. But no more!
I am currently going through the devotional 100 Days of Believing Bigger by Marshawn Evans Daniels with an amazing group of woman in The Destiny Collective. Day 30 was entitled “You Are Multifaceted” and the woman who led the study, Ms. Donna Hicks-Izzard brought the heat and woke me up! She reminded me that I am a multifaceted masterpiece! That I was created by the Creator to be creative! And that when I play small I dishonor God!
So folks, I am back! As of right now, I cannot say how often I will be posting or exactly what I will be posting about. But what I know for sure is that you will be hearing from me because,
I am the carrier of a unique message from heaven that only my life experiences and abilities can convey!Marshawn Evans Daniels – 100 Days of Believing Bigger
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Just doing my Father’s work!
P.S. Here’s the link to The Destiny Collective if you are interested in joining. https://destinycollective.marshawn.com/