Since sharing this blog publicly with family and friends, I’ve really been struggling with what to post. You guys may or may not have noticed that I have not posted anything about what is actually going on in my life since March, for a few reasons.
I received some backlash from the other parties involved in the situation because they felt as though I was being slanderous but if that was the case I would have written a whole lot more but I’m not here for the drama.
I’m trying to figure out how to share my story without exposing or hurting the people in my life.
I’m still dealing with some level of shame over the fact that I was convinced that the marriage would be restored and it wasn’t so I don’t want to write something I feel I might have to ‘take back’ later.
At times I doubt that people even want to hear what I have to say.
I’m still figuring out my purpose and who I am in Christ. I’m not perfect but I really love the Lord so all I want to do is represent Him well and inspire others to want to develop their own relationship with Him. I don’t want to write anything that would make someone stray away from God but I also don’t want to come across as churchy, religious or judgmental either. I want to be my genuine self while still doing my Father’s work.
This post isn’t about anything in particular but I just wanted to write to let you guys know that I’m still here trying to figure things out.
Just doing my Father’s work!